GEMMA Collins has revealed she has days where she feels "ugly" and "not good enough".
The celebrity TV star, who is famed for her bold personality and sassy attitude, admitted she was just like everyone else when it comes to having moments of self doubt.
Speaking on the Secure the Insecure podcast, she said: "Some days you have an off day. You know, you’re just like, 'Oh, I look really ugly today, I don’t feel myself.' Just this strange stuff, like, my life seems really good, is it suddenly going to go wrong? Am I good enough to do this job? Am I confident?
"You know, everyone has it, so when people see me, like performing on TV and stuff, before that, you do sometimes doubt yourself a little bit. But then I just take a deep breath and I go, 'I’ve got nothing to lose. I’ve just got to do this.' But you know, I wouldn’t be human if you didn’t have the down days, you know?"
Gemma explained how her GC persona is just that, a character designed to give fans what they want.
But the real her, as was seen on Piers Morgan's Life Stories, is far more regular and down to earth.
She said: "When I came into this… I am very on the ball. I had a business background, I used to sell cars, I fully understand what it takes and what people are watching me for entertainment and when you’re watching the GC, that’s what you get. When you’re watching me on Piers Morgan you get the real me, which… do you know what, I’m pretty normal in real life.
"You know I have my insecurities, I have my vulnerabilities, my life hasn’t been plain sailing, but would that be entertainment for people? No. The GC knows how to entertain, and basically that’s what I do. But regarding Diva, I pretty much produced that show, but they wouldn't give me a producer credit."
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The 40-year-old star is head over heels in love with fiancé Rami Hawash and is stepmum to his young son Tristan.
The couple are hoping to have a child of their own this year and will be free to marry once Rami's divorce has gone through.
Gemma credits him with changing her life and says she's now happier than ever.
She said: "I’m happy. I’m happy and I’m settled. I am with the love of my life."
Rami, who Gemma previously split from in 2014, came back into her life "out of nowhere" during the pandemic.
"We’re so happy, I’ve got a little step son now and I’ve got a really good balance," said Gemma. "It’s not all work, I’ve got a great personal life and please God, we go on to have a baby next year, when I’ve got some time – to do what you need to do to have a baby, because I’ve not had much time recently. Sorry, Ram!
"I feel like I’ve got my family now, my own family and we’re gonna be becoming a family and it’s kind of been the best year of my life really."
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